A long way from home

Scott and i have finally been having some time together. its heavenly bliss so far. seems so weird and yet so normal to be together, despite the fact that currently we live on the other side of the world together. Not that it ever feels that way since we usually spend several hours on the phone every day, and never seem tobe out of contact with each other during the day.

the thing is, i think i have found that elusive perfect ideal fantasy partner that i have dreamed of and sought all my life. only i never thought such a person existed and had given up on finding. im reminded of that song "i didnt know i was looking for love until i found you" as i was so not interested in a relationship when i came across scott on a impromptu internet date. so many things worked against us meeting but something above guided me to him that night and both of us have been totally smitten ever since. when i think back to the fact i almost cancelled meeting him that night, and we probablywouldnt have ever met if i did, astounds me, now i know him so well. actually, betwseen you me and the lamp post, it was love at first sight as far as he was concerned. i took a little longer to realise what was right in front of me but i was pretty smitten from day one. i broke so many of my own rules in meeting and being with him. im sure it will all make a great story some day, but for those out there sick of internet date failures.... it can happen and you justhave to kiss a lot of toads before you find your frog prince.

scott is so my fantasy, mills and boon, prince charming type, wrapped in a dominant skin head exterior. i would have to say that i love everything about him. there is not one thing i dont love. i love all that he is. nothing he does annoys me, nothing about him i would change. ok maybe except the fact he lives in the uk, btu i think if he was australian he wouldnt be who he is.

if its at all possible to die from being oversexed or from an overdose of bliss, then i am indeed in danger. gosh, the very sight of him turns me on, let alone the dirty things he does. tee hee.. but since this is G rated, ill leave it at that.

we flew on Virgin from Sydney last thursday. managed to get Upper Class from sydney to hong kong, and then premium economy from HK to london. man its a long way. you kindo f forget how far it really is until you fly it all the way through. all in all i didnt feel too bad when i got out the other end. it was of course, raining and cloudy. but i was too excited to be tired. i was finally going to see scotts home, since every time so far, he had come down to australia.

the first 2 days brought nothing but scattered rain, but it was perfect weather for us to snuggle and bond in his lair. scotts friends have been totally welcoming. 2 days ago they took us for a driving touor of the surrounding area. we ever saw Jack and Jill. who knew they were in fact 2 windmills.

spent yesterday with another friend of scotts, having lunch and exploring the gay area of brighton. and last night we went on a bit of a ghost hunt to see the headless white lady that is suppposed to haunt a church graveyard in Ditchling. no luck inthe spotting but it was a bit of fun.

tomorrow, scott must go to work and is flying to washington. bit scary having him fly to the US on 4th of july given all the crap that is going on in the world. bit scary to think they just arrested terror suspects in brisbane back in australia. news here is full of terrorist stuff. the car bomb in glasgow is 5 mins from where scotts parents live and his sister worksat the hospital in paisley where the terrorists worked. eek! what the fuck is this world coming too. what iks it all over and what is it trying to achieve. we seem to be fighting to protect a lifestyle, that we have already lost.

anyway more rants later. off to go spend more time with my partner in crime.